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Jurisprudence Stripped of dignity
In a moment
Cold creeping sick fingers run up the back of my head and then grow hot
Hot air burns down my throat into my stomach and the shaking starts
Trying to hold it together
Standing like a fool
Shaking
Shushing the pounding in my ears
Telling myself it's wrong
This shame wouldn't be for me
Set up and played out just for me?
My dignity just got un'd
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Jurisprudence Scared like a dog beaten within an inch of it's life for no offense and then reached for to be patted and stroked

Substance abuse
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