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| Syrope |
i'm not tired, but i'm sleepy then i'm sleepy, but not tired and then i'm exhausted, but only mentally, and then i have to study, but my body is aching and twitching from lack of sleep. i was cold, so i piled on 4 blankets, and woke up feeling heavy and even more tired than when i went to sleep. the weight of the blankets, the weight of my thoughts, keep me from turning and tossing easily enough to avoid the dreams that try to warn me, that try to help me. i want someone to sleep against, i want someone to smooth my hair and adjust my pillow while i nap, to play 'butterflies' to wake me up, but never to ask me how i slept. |
021212 |
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| RedDragon_fading_BLACK |
i am going out of my mind slowly but without a doubt i am going to sleep |
040210 |