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witchesrequiem Thurday 10pm ... got to hang out with West. We went and saw his dads band play at this little bar in kenner.
12am.... I take him to my bar. We get smashed on whiskey and rum... Aj show up with a date and lets us sing... I sucked b/c I was trashed. Me and West discuss love and relationships.... he lets me drive his car home. Even though I was drunk too.
4am ..We come home and crash out..embarrassingly Binah (roomies kitten) had wet my bed...we fix the problem and snuggle..I warn him that I am a good kisser so he better live up..and he does... which makes us both laugh and kiss more. It made me feel like I was 16....we finally get a bit of sleep..dispite all the racket from all over.... I could have died before I woke b/c the day had been so perfect...
Friday 2pm..We wake up I have what I think is a smokers soar throat and he has a monster headache...we smoke a ciggarette and then he heads off to do some crap for his boss...Says he will call later that night.
6pm..the coven starts showing up for our full moon ritual....Jen is not present due to work and Kats kid doesn't show b/c her dad is an ass... Kat storms off and brakes some shit...the meeting starts late.... The ritual goes well... to my surprise the neighbors were not outside watching us...
10pm all is done so we all just kinda hang out drinking red wine and reading tarot cards..
12pm.. Chel gets her reading and starts freaking out crying b/c she is having problems with her old man.. we try to calm her ..doesn't work to well.
1am... k & T leave to go home and chel runs in to the bathroom angry.. Kat finds her cutting her wrists..
2am..We trick Chel into going to the hospital...she freaks refuses to sign in..the nurses won't do shit, so the cop threatens them..which gets the doctor to look at her...
4am..chels mother and brother finally show up and her mother signs the paper committing her.... I feel she will hate us when she gets out..but this wasn't the first time..she was just showing of her scars earlier that night like they were battle wounds..
5am... Finally try and get some real sleep...don't sleep well and feel upset that West never did call..but knew it wasn't the best night to meet my friends...
Saturday..2pm.. get up after realizing I wasn't able to go back to sleep..my throat still hurts and it's worse now..
4pm start calling around to find out exactly what's going down that night as far as the bachlor party I had to work... the girl switched on me, lost the directions and the other girl is missing in action..
6pm..after calling around and ripping some of my hair out, Ivory agrees to work it with me and brakes into a few lockers at work to get the pnone # of the party boys...
640pm I sit in nasty traffic due to Essence festival in the French Quarter... trying to pick up Ivory..
830pm we finally arive an hour away at this bar and realize it wasn't the typical 20 guys it was 50 and most of them are younger then me...
1030pm I finally get Ivory to leave after being harrassed..poked with pool sticks...finding that some asshole had spit in my drink and catching another prick digging through my shit claiming he was "Just looking for dope." .. I told him to get the fuck out of my shit and that we din't have any fucking drugs... Grrrrrr...
the drive home is long and dark..I get lost in hammond, call West and he says he is going to call back in an hour to make sure I get home safe.. He never does...Ivory passes out in the truck and I'm pretty trashed...
12am finally make it to the bar it's super packed my x Grant is up their with his wife and pictures of their baby..poor kid looks like him and they named her Azreal...I tell him that is the Angel of death, but he argues...
1am.. john wins 400 hundred bucks in the poker machine as usuall and I realize Aj finally bought a new shirt after seeing him in the same one for 8 months..
2am my throat still hurts pretty bad so I suck down a shit load of Halls..Karl sings some country song and we all boo...
4am it's pretty dead and only a handfull of us are left..Kat calls me from the hospital with migrains and I realize I will be spending another night in the emergengy room...
6am I leave her 30 bucks for a cab b/c i was falling asleep and hadn't eaten all day...
7am..Want to kill myself from mental and physical exhaust so I call my mom instead and bug her..
8 am hear Kat come in..So I go to sleep but once again don't sleep well due to my throat..which had now spread up my neck to my ears and givin me a fever...
Sunday 2pm ...crawl out of bed and lay in front the tele all day..eating pizza...still no calls and don't feel much better..
10pm get on blather and start this....

I don't think I have ever had such a fucked up string of days...and fear lack of sleep tonight... afraid of how cruel tomarrow maybe..
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