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Sonya "Wall In Your Heart" by Shelby Lynne

I feel your pain
I feel the rain
What happened to you?
I can't get to you
'Cause there's a wall in your heart
that no one can get through
And it's cold, and it's dark,
and you don't have a clue
But this wall,
it will fall
If it's the last thing I do,
I'll get through...
this wall in your heart

I know your soul
I know I'm home
Just come here to me,
let you run right through me
'Cause there's a wall in your heart
that no one can get through
And it's cold, and it's dark,
and you don't have a clue
But this wall,
it will fall
If it's the last thing I do,
I'll get through...
this wall in your heart

We'll break down all the troubles we have found
And I'll find a way to mend your broken pieces
Let's hold hands and be friends 'till the end,
and our love will be forever.
But there's a wall in your heart
that no one can get through
And it's cold, and it's dark,
and you don't have a clue
There's a wall in your heart
that no one can get through
And it's cold, and it's dark,
and you don't have a clue
But this wall, it will fall
If it's the last thing I do,
I'll get through...this wall in your heart
011102
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Sonya "Suspension Without Suspense" by No Doubt

My divorce from dependence
That's when you found me
I was still soft
And we always were in trouble
Odds stacked against us
And trouble's what we are

We get so far
And then it just starts rewinding
And the same old song
We're playing it again
Suspension without suspense

Now that I've murdered your inspiration
And I forced you off
Do you hate me?
Do you want revenge?
I want to call you
But I won't

We get so far
And then it just starts rewinding
And the same old song
We're playing it again
Suspension without suspense

Oh the pessimistic protection plan
Moderation loving
I've been hardened by the circumstances
We knew this was coming

We get so far
And then it just starts rewinding
And the same old song
We're playing it again
Suspension without suspense

We get so far
And then it just starts rewinding
And the same old song
We're playing it again and again
Suspension without suspense
Intentions without intent
But I don't want the love we have to end
011102
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Sonya "I Won't Stay Long" by Sixpence None The Richer

Leaves are falling and
something's calling me here.
The state of depression
that I'm walking in,
got the impression that
I won't stay here long.
I know I am like this, but
still I don't know what to do.
The sky is darkening,
I can feel it in the air.
My heart is sinking,
I know winter's on its way.
I know I am like this, but
still I don't know what to do.
I know there's a way
to get this another day.
When will I know if
there's a way for me?
I want to lie in the sand
and have the sun shine on me.
Is that way too much to ask?
011102
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Effingham Fish f_o_d 011231
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kerry "No Love" by Get Up Kids

If i gave everything would you still listen to me?
it could be so much better than this.
i don't want you to love me anymore... than enough, i can't be held accountable if you can't make up your mind.
tonight, as much as i would like to, i can't put my hands all over you.
if i put myself in that position myself to be immune to you, to keep my heart from breaking if you can't make up your mind.
if i came home one last time, think of what the two of us could do.
i guess we'll never know.
011231
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god "mainly just buckets of potato paste"
-by me

verse-

long filament long filament
cement truck
cement truck

chorus-(ala james brown)

ow! hot! crack pipe! ow!
glue gun! hot! glue gun!
somethin' in my hairnet!
020617
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nom sad ones 070118
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nom if i could sing 070118
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ever dumbening i'm always down for a rousing rendition of the "anarchy james" song. fuck yeah. 070118