blather
so_angry
misstree fists clench and
lip curls and
i cannot concieve
of what you have done.

i can't touch it.
do you understand?
years of dreams,
tained by your
almost touch, your
sticking your tongue
where you knew it was not wanted.

i am glad you are away
and i am glad i have control enough,
unlike some slovenly beasts
to control my impulses,
or the first flesh it would have tasted
would have been in force and in anger.

i have to wait for rage to abate
before i can even think
of it touching flesh.

fuck you.
you spoiled it.
060815
...
mt too angry to sleep.
where do i run?
060815