guardian_of_nothing
an_old_skyte_reviews
I
know
the
distance
was
far
but
no
one
truly
knows
the
path
the
things
I
left
behind
the
ideals
I
sacrificed
Now
I'm
a
guardian
for
something
I
question
believing
in
for
something
I
don't
want
to
guard
but
in
turn
it
gives
me
security
And
how
warm
that
security
is
a
long
listless
drug
that
leaves
you
panting
for
more
asking
of
those
around
you
dependence
Yet
you
can't
go
back
to
the
way
things
were
because
then
you're
just
a
bad
copy
,
a
pretender
and
yet
you're
a
pretender
now
...
and
you
are
the
one
that
pieced
together
this
paradox
for
yourself
And
you
are
the
one
that
has
to
puzzle
your
way
out
severe
the
connections
again
you
say
but
that's
not
right
because
the
connections
are
still
to
be
treasured
for
they
are
not
evil
and
yet
in
many
ways
it
is
those
connections
that
weigh
you
down
and
yourself
,
you
weigh
yourself
down
how
does
that
feel
and
then
you
weigh
yourself
down
even
more
with
your
own
trappings
I
guess
its
mankind's
fate
to
be
unfinished
,
and
to
be
yearning
for
completion
but
I
can't
use
that
as
an
excuse
So
many
times
I've
seen
the
days
pass
and
they
didn't
mean
anything
,
and
that
,
that
truly
distresses
me
more
than
all
else
050322
...
sab
a
big
old
craggy
face
rock
shards
for
teeth
scowly
and
grumpy
gnashing
of
teeth
dust
falls
as
wings
stir
stone
gaze
blank
old
gargoyal
guarding
nothing
,
anymore
050323
...
oblivion
guard
your
black
gate
for
no
one
knows
what
lies
behind
..
and
all
are
too
frightened
to
discover
050323
...
mikejohnson
What
if
you
didn't
tho
?
You
might
just
be
able
to
experience
pain
and
ecstacy
.
All
at
once
.
'
s
gates
are
wide
open
.
050323
...
oblivion
dual
meaning
here
:
there
is
nothing
behind
the
black
gate
.
but
no
one
knows
this
.
for
fear
.
I
may
not
have
been
speaking
of
myself
.
050323
...
mikejohnson
how
do
we
help
them
to
come
to
this
without
destroying
them
?
never
aims
to
pain
.
050323
...
oblivion
come
to
what
050323
...
...
to
disengage
with
fear
for
the
knowledge
that
there
is
nothing
behind
the
black
gate
.
050323
...
whispers
do
you
like
to
think
that
?
or
have
you
left
yourself
no
choice
.
050323
...
lost sometimes
who
do
you
speak
to
now
?
050323
...
mikejohnson
i
speak
to
myself
.
always
.
i
hope
others
are
listening
in
.
i
hope
she
is
listening
in
.
i
hope
we
are
all
listening
in
.
i
have
the
same
passion
to
feel
beauty
that
the
rest
of
us
do
.
i
see
infinite
beauty
in
this
universe
.
i
see
the
infinite
beauty
in
suffering
if
we
can
stop
it
.
i
see
the
infinite
beauty
in
me
.
i
see
the
infinite
beauty
in
you
.
is
elated
.
tho
he
pains.
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...
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