blather
i_really_want_to_tell_you_all_about_it
silent_scream but it would take a million words. 101201
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unhinged but i'm afraid you might get butt hurt by some of the truth 101201
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Doar and I have told everyone about all of this shit.

and those that cared enough to respond have done so, even throughout my despondency.

but i_really_want_to_tell_you_all_about_it.
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unhinged but i think the deeper reason why i want to tell you is because i want you to understand, accept that everything that happened between us happened to me too. that i have a side, version of all this.


time hasn't taught me better
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jane but
i'm_scared

it's still so raw
so recent

you_will
run_away.
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