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birdmad
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i did enough when i was young that i don't need to buy any more tickets
i can take the ride at random anymore
my brain has a transit pass to parts_unknown
sitting in my chair here in the office when suddenly i feel like one of those kids show characters sitting in oversized furniture.
for a few minutes everything in my cubicle was immense, and i was as tiny as a child by comparison
like my five-year-old self in my father's office chair, but without the re-assuringly pervasive smell of coffee and cigarettes
i have to admit that it did catch me a bit off-balance
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(everything_happens_everywhere_at_once)
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stork daddy
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i really liked this.
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stork daddy
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the chair thing. the five year old chair thing.
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Ouroboros
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I get a strange sense of the solidity of objects (not sure how else to describe this.) The density and weight of physicality. It happens sometimes when I am tired or have had a drink. Flashes its strangeness over my world, and dissipates.
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hsg
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raw_food is both alkalizing and grounding.
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unhinged
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salvia
as close as i ever got
the thought of that lasting
for hours
and coming back to haunt me
randomly
has always made me weary to try
but i had that feeling for a minute
of falling down a hole
that made me smaller
than everything around me
like my being
was sucked out of the back of my head
and then something spit me back out
of the black hole
back into reality
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Lemon_Soda
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I get a tingle that runs up my spine on occasion that makes me gigle maniaclly. Never did that till after my acid days...
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birdmad
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i've never had a genuinely bad_trip, per se, but i have had interesting trips and flashbacks occur at inopportune moments with me being just lucid enough to realize i was treading on shaky ground.
best example being the time i went to a party with Samantha at the home of one of her friends...she had a bad trip and i had to babysit her through it as well as safeguard her from the drunken scumbag frat boy who she repeatedly told to fuck off
party ends and i did not feel any of it.
As i'm driving her home on my suspended license, it starts kicking in at last and between enjoying the weirdness of the trip, i'm a little panicky because i'm travelling 80 blocks across the north end of town to get from the party back home and i'm felony bait between being fried and having no license
i get her back to my place, put her in my room and i crash on the couch to get a nap before having to show up for my shift at the video store (yeah, i was a clerk once...badly i might add) only to wake up tripping_balls and experiencing reality as if watching it as a second hand surveillance feed being re-routed back into my own head.
man, that was a mind-job and a half
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Lemon_Soda
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Tripping while I worked at the movie theater was the best. Everything had trails, i was constantly running into movie characters out of their movies, popcorn was FASCINATING, and Inever did a better job playing "hunt the litter" with my broom and dust pan. thankfully I wasn't on the registers that night, but a usher, so the majority of my time was spent cleaning and staring at the adds, lights, and tv screens. Its funny how immaculate I ended up making the bathrooms and theaters look when i was done cleaning them. When your tripping, you see EVERYTHING.
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