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| sab |
what do you want she whispers in my head what do you want. ghost thin white and dusty what do you want she says i dont want to Need, anymore. i dont want this anymore this is all too hard my fucking matra for the day for the week for this year for all this im not even sure anymore im not sure i was ever sure im not even sure what i mean anymore [you twist and turn like a twisty turny thing, he slurred] words are slipery buggers you'll never know how anyone else truly thinks truly sees the world i see my world and im not sure its the way it should be. im not sure im the way i should be im not sure what i should be im not sure and im drowning in it [not waving, she whispered, and laughed at me] fuck this. its self indulgent wank. and i have work to do bah fucking humbug and off she went to tea |
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| suicidalchinadoll |
that what you can't say yourself has not been said |
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