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a reply to a common thanks. for having motivated: my friends, those words you spoke arechoes. iv met many insanely motivational people. sometimes when u catch a glimpse of a star it holds ur attention so tight its justa matter of when the distance between u&it fades and u become that light. follow any path far enough & we all meet @ the same amazing point: honestly, we are infinite, we are love. a true appreciation of life leaves us no choice bu2 abandon all laziness-which is really hesitation, again just a covering..... its really fear. the solution ?? Just Love. it's all i've found. I've learned humility through physical exhaustion and service. one thingSertain, u can'take more than you give. and if u try to give more than u take the universe doesn't much like that either & eventually it will shove bars of gold up your asSideways to make a point! other than that, I wear a lot of Nike because I think they're onto something. motivation. hmm. interesting thing. always revert back to ghandi's, "be that change u want to see in the world." what else can I offer? read. a lot. dan millman, carlos castaneda. og mandino. A Course In Miracles. there's real knowledge out there and it's worth knowing. and doing. that's even zenner. set your ass on fire. theres nothing else to do. & go far on as manyourneys as u can... fasTriPray... whatever. climb a fucking mountain. naked. pay attention to ur breath not what people think about you. don't molespirituality with religion. hold on a second-I think I can shit out a few more lumps... okay. laugh often-the universe is made of music. for that Matter, dance! celebratEverything! that's my clearest picture of enlightenmenThus far. that everything is beautiful, it's our appreciation of it all that we have to better sculpt. I'm propolyana. aBlE to entertaiNe idea as if it were your own. *takeSoMentaLaxatives....* oh yeah. there's no such thing as death... only shades of life...vibration etc you're not allowed to believe that however until you're willing "to try forever" for its own sake & no reward. there'sucHeavens & hells though. iv visited both. ever since beINgSpired by Danzig's "Mother" (and if u wanna find hell with me)...... to sum up all thiShit Heaven is the epitome of the willingness to live (the highest motivation) & Hell is trying to kill yourself. here's the thing: suicide's not possible b/c there's no death. you simply start over as a piece of shit u once were aka bacteria (literally, shhhh it's bacteria: ). I'd like to say i'making this up but I had a Very veritable vision. a dream. a baaaaaad reaction to MSG (flavor enhancer) and I sawhyou cannot die. u juSt arTruly over... yet it's not "over" you justart over. your whole consciousness from the most basic vibrational order up the chain of complex creativity until you "get it"... and suicide's no longer an option b/c u really understand There's No Such Thing As Death. all there is aThEnDays is The Willingness To Live Forever. eventually when u inevitably stumble upon the meaning of life (thanks Deepak Chopra) as "to spread happiness" then "TWTLF" becomes The Willingness To Spread Happiness Forever. it's really a matter of "time" or of waiting on theventual single choice of choosing lOver fear. all you have to do is try. honestly. with all your heart for a millionth of a moment. th Ego falls away. shedding skin. thIS just what i've seen. who am I to tell you what to do? I just wanted to share with a friend because I ca nEver eally pay "back" someone who tapped me on the shoulder once....or thrice... and humbly asked me "y4u bang ur head into the wall?"... or something along those lines. rules of the game, "Pay It Forward". be a Light in Someone's Day. it's a trip you'll have to wake. u'll be forever indelible from their mind. u'll hear them say words you once spoke... how the fuck? weird?you come from? whyou bothering to care? I don't eveKnow you! are you on drugs? whyou don't eat meat? whathefuck are you wearing? you're scary because you're not afraid. somehow I feelike I can share anything with you and you won't judge me. it's justa dance. it's motivational... musical... harmonics... hermetics... poetics... amusical... sing along... it'sa musing. laug haF"un"afraid... play "Onwards"... word. play. love is all there is.... everything else is a dream. "wake up" - your Feat... that thing to accomplish...dance no small feat... to laugh at yourself. look how big your feets is! you're funny looking. and thatotally is oka yo underst&.? final word on motivation then I have to take a shit foReal... Act first, motivation follows. like when u don't feelike running bUt go ut ando ithen it's not as bad as you were afraid it'd be. then you like it. then it likes you. then you're sorta fucked forever in like this insanely comically orgasmic relationship wi the universe. congratulations! i've officially mindfucked you! now you're forever(.) ... impregnated withe seeds of motivation! it is what it is.
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