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does it ease the pain? don't know why I'm torturing myself with these, guess i thought they would have been wiped from that website by now, after all they've been up there for several years now.


God fucking no.
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i wish id known. it's hard. he was a rock star in his time, and all i can think of when i listen to him sing is - why wasn't i there? why didn't i get to go see them set drum sets on fire, to see their amazing covers, the way they all dressed the same? the 12 minute guitar solos? him playing his Fender behind his head? where was i? 100330
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phil You were masturbating. 110119
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i wish id known. it's possible, but then again, it's also possible that time is an illusion and i am still there, and so is he, or in a parallel_universe somehow we ended up together, and maybe it was bad, but at least we were together. 110120
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phil By "together" do you mean, you know, like, together together? 110120