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werewolf i hardly noticed. it almost seemed like the sweeping brain events we rationalize away as always transparent and justified that is sometimes happiness, but could be on one hand initiated by something as meaningful as a smile and success, or as hapless as the weather, as the food you ate for breakfast, as a faulty turn of your head. But suddenly it is here. And this is it. I will never have become again. I will from this day on, only be becoming. If i have ever become, i have already developed a weak trait. In truth, i am what is called a samurai. though i do not seem it to myself. 020829
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Elzbieta I was able to say, "I don't love you anymore." 020830
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~gez~ i was able to say whatever i want, without fear of being ridiculed. love is beautiful, nealry as beautiful as the one i love 020830