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i've been craving blather, needing to blathe, needing to create from all this input. so much input. talking talking talking all day. ideas, expansions, knowing, reading st john of the cross and crying, ants crawling, the sky so perfect so perfect in the clouds and light and colors. how am i so lucky to be alive? how is it that i am here in a beautiful place, and all i have to do is be. here. however that is. and to know the preciousness of life, i feel not like the wool has been pulled out from my eyes, but that i have been injected, through a vein in my soul, with the wow of now. i am streamlining life baby, and it's legal! i've got everything because ive got my breath and it goes in and out and my heart pounds and my eyes see and my mind thinks and my skill feels and i hear and taste and smell and it all comes together in this moment in this body and i know it.
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so much is happening- getting chased by dogs, snuggling nonsexually with a fire spinner from canada, tarot reading, chanelling heidi, changing bungalows often, talking talking talking. healers, men with blue eyes, knitting a hat, drawing, finally finally (i know) telling angel i will no longer be in any contact with him, feeling ungrounded and grounded again, passionfruit, sticky rice, 4 days of the shits, misty mornings, bicycling around, rice paddies, etcetc
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and words- oh man- i've got words- words i've forgotten about- words from books and SAT prep and all keep popping out of my mouth and I am surprised and pleased and only momentarily feel worried cause words, ive got words, and im using them gonna use them to describe what painters paint and dancers dance and mystics know cause i know too and i want to show you
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while we were sitting there, on his porch, in the late afternoon light, he turned to me and commented how impossible it would be to describe Pai to anyone else back home.
And i agree. Using words to convey magical moments, afternoons that happened day after day for weeks. Utilizing the right words.
Nouns include: porch, paint, paintbrush, paintings, sun, clouds, bamboo bungalow, avocado, sandwiches, conversation, hammock, books, silence, music, laughter, memories, stories, kisses, nudity, clothing, color, sunset, stars, mountains, dried-out rice paddies, motorcycle, dirt road, sweet dog, hot soy-milk, criticism, sun-salutations...
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up yours!
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wots your Noun then ?
if you want to give it a name pronoun (u) silly !
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