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jennifer I think of you
daily
almost
not because I see you
or the chance of seeing you
-for one brief moment
fly past, blue blur
with your red hair in focus-
I think of you
more
always for too long
not because I want you
not because I want you back
it's just
four years are hard to
untangle
I think of you
sadly
but with a smile
knowing I had you for a while
knowing you never had me
until now
-when neither of us
... anything
I think of you
rounding the corner
me waiting at the light
someday
you'll see me
maybe you'll know who I am
or, at least
who I was
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