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andie watching innocence, i wonder where
mine went, did i misplace it
in a drunken haze or lose it in
the folds of the couch? where
did that girl go that was full
of laughter and all that hope?
i sit while the smoke settles in
my bones filling the empty
with grey who owns the zombie's
mask i wear? the cat's asleep
my lover's asleep (even though we
don't fulfill that title much)
and i'm awake - the sore thumb
always daring to be different
i've no control no way to stop
the train my thoughts ride on
even laying my soul on the tracks
and getting nowhere when
did i get this lost? what day
did i set down my self confidence
and security and forget to pick them
back up? wish i knew i could use
them right about now

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jenny enny dots i do not believe there is anything more peaceful than sneaking up quietly on a sleeping cat.

cheekie is snoring.....
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girl_jane Andie-I just wrote you an e-mail about possibly using this for an audition I have on Wednesday. I thought I'd write a little blurb on here to ask you to check your e-mail.

If you're like me, you come to blather more often than you check your mail...
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