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eyedream
Imposter
,
I
want
you
to
know
that
it's
okay
,
that
you're
okay
,
that
I've
been
where
you've
been
when
your
stomach
aches
and
your
throat
hurts
and
you
want
someone
to
just
hold
you
and
shut
themselves
up
long
enough
to
love
you
and
everything
seems
like
a
struggle
of
beauty
and
ugliness
and
all
I
can
do
is
try
to
tell
you
that
you
are
more
,
and
you
are
everything
.
030913
...
endless desire
i'm
sorry
.
where
did
you
go
?
come
back
so
i
can
say
a
few
words
.
i
didn't
mean
to
drop
the
line
so
abruptly
.
i
want
to
see
pirates
but
i
know
you're
already
gone
.
030913
...
imposter
I
just
want
to
feel
safe
again
.
I
don't
want
to
feel
like
this
anymore
,
I
thought
I
had
found
the
answer
.
I
don't
. . .
God
. . .
Eyedream
,
please
don't
let
me
go
.
I
am
here
,
stomach
churning
and
throat
parched
.
Please
The
inscription
on
my
favourite
book
opens
with
this
:
"
First
of
all
:
I
am
tired
and
true
of
heart
.
Second
of
all
:
You
are
tired
and
true
of
heart
."
It's
funny
how
things
can
pass
you
by
day
by
day
and
not
hit
you
until
. . .
it
hits
you
.
feels
sick
030913
...
Road
god
has
too
many
secretaries
031015
...
Jana
God
answers
his
letters
himself
050804
