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??0628 was the day i realized i am sick and every year since i stop to think that on this day i could have irretrievably hurt myself. that every day since there is a part of me that pulls towards ending but there is always a stronger part that pushes it away. on a rare day off, my roommate has spent all morning doing laundry and instead of just leaving his fucking door open since he is repeatedly coming and going, he has to keep opening and shutting it so that there is no peace or quiet here this morning for me to meditate, gather myself, focus_on something besides wanting to break his legs. |
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