more_than_a_little_disheartening
lostgirl
you
could
have
just
been
honest
....
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...
unhinged
ten_years_ago
today
you
took
off
.
not
really
suprising,
but
now
i
feel
more
than
a
little
broken_hearted
and
utterly
alone
.
i
guess
i
had
been
depending
on
you
more
than
i
realized
recently
.
you
were
supposed
to
come
back
home
wednesday
but
now
you
are
talking
about
being
gone
indefinitely
.
i_miss_you
but
i
am
not
a
selfish
person
.
i
just
want
you
to
be
happy
.
in
the
past
week
,
you
have
sounded
the
happiest
i've
ever
heard
you
.
i
need
hugs
.
i_miss_you
ten_years_ago
tonight
i
sat
in
that
bedroom
with
the
big
windows
that
i
came
to
hate
as
a
nocturnal
depressive
with
a
boxcutter
from
my
part_time
job
in
my
right
hand
and
a
nasty
little
voice
in
the
back
of
my
head
that
said
'
you
can
do
it
.
you
just
have
to
make
sure
that
you
dig
in
,
bite
down
,
make
sure
you
drag
long
enough
to
leave
a
big
enough
cut'
but
somehow
my
skin
was
a
synonymous
polarity
to
the
blade
and
after
some
moments
of
terrifying
struggle
i
threw
it
across
the
room
.
i've
been
noticing
the
scars
of
my
scar_garden
from
back
then
a
lot
lately
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...
lostgirl
should've
known
back
then
.
honesty
yes
,
it
is
really
that
important
.
101218
...
unhinged
working
for
someone
who
can
only
see
the
bad
in
any
given
situation
feeling
the
same
bullshit
crush
me
over
and
over
and
going
through
it
all
without
any
hugs
101218
...
unhinged
i
shouldn't
be
surprised
that
we
ended
up
here
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