blather
our_little_secret
sab lily_bland promises me

but i know
she is all talk
she comes through with nothing
ephermal promises
nothing_dreams

i know you
i know your nothing_dreams
nothing comes of your dreams
and it makes me want to
stop


yeah, well, anyway

[and to someone else
my words are
other_peoples_words.
to other people
i am
someone_else]
041224
...
blown cherry he gets so horny he seems almost to be drunk with it.
And I think that it's then that he is more attractive to me than he has ever been.
041225
...
lou_la_belle tee hee hee
isnt this fun
duplicity
complexity
running round and round
dont look down
you just might fall
tumble
stumble
trip

secrets out
041226
...
emo_torment Our secret Pandora's box,
secret no longer than a quarter hour,
everything's different you know,
because of our little secret.
But I can't tell you that.
Because you like it so much
Of course I do
But I can't tell you that
OUR LITTLE SECRET
is killing me inside
and...
is no longer secret.
what do we do?
what do I do?
050315
...
delial in the words of neutral_milk_hotel

"soft and sweet
let me hold it close
and keep it here
with me"


& though i may not understand it
god i can't help but be
overcome_with_joy because of you...
this is something special that
no one else even comes close to touching.
050315
...
indiefuck all of our little secrets. 050404
...
blown cherry fuck. why did I write this.
Look at the fuckin date.
Fuckin fuck fuck fuck.

Why couldn't future-me have gotten her arse here earlier to give her warning to past-me a bit sooner? eh?

Hang on, maybe Softly_Spoken actually IS future me! Now that would be Cool!
050405