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she_died_today_and_forever
ashmanzhou you dont know cant know how i feel
but i fight and hope ever i try
i scream at you in the dead of the day
dreams disappear into the bright sky

cant you see its not like that
i never felt that way to her
she was my friend ever true
now shes dead and gone-suicide
she slit her wrist and lay in warm water
a waste so unlike me

its so ironic i feel dead inside
she saved me when i tried to do
what she succeeded at doing
i cried for her my eyes burned for her
tears so wasted on her today
they gave me a photograph
i tore it up threw it away
for she was so unlike me
but forever will i cry for her

they asked me how i was today
i 'was' something so like death
i couldnt even cry
this nothing listens better then them
damn you ill tell you how i feel
so you can tell me something real
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