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superleni Looking downwards, backwards,
deep behind your own eyes:
Lights refract in violet and lime
yellow, tangerine, pure streams,
answering questioning darkness.

Through these tunnels of your eyes
and the engine of your soul
where plasma shines and every thought echoes,
Beyond where all hopes and frights began,
Past all this ... grows:

Beyond yourself, beyond your spirit:
Newly kindled spark,
Fresh engine, separate life,
A beginning within the universe.
Unique being, of matter and physics
of forces and cells and relationships,
of plans and cycles, programs and systems,
of spirit - from within, or descended.

New life,
You are nothing to do with me,
not mine, but your own.

I am your carer,
Your servant,
Your host,
Your teacher,
Your guide to the universe.
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superleni Now you're elbows, energies and knees, little alien, testing the walls.
Shins sliding along my within,
Arms rolling, restless.

Am I a chattel? Am I a goddess?
Am I now everything, or nothing?
How will it be when I see and hold you?
Will it live up to the dream?
With hot tears and terrible love
and relief you no longer need me.

Transient moment, so long yet so brief ...
The best thing I have ever done.
The best thing that has ever been done.
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superleni I see our souls
floating within me,
Incandescent,
intangible light bulbs;
Glowing white lights rimmed with blue and red and yellow glare like the sun.
I imagine that mine hatched
like an egg;
hinged a moment,
to set you free.
I see you floating,
brilliant and seperate,
For the time being still within me.
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Sefram_Verispot That's nice 060523
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superleni it was quite nice.
it still is, but a little less nice, since i hurt my ankle yesterday. sprained? broken? just fucked?
who knows.
but carrying around an extra 18kgs on a fucked ankle is really unpleasant.
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