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| chrysalid |
for the moment when he ignores me, pushes me away, simply doesn't care. I set up mental barriers, tell myself it's not important that I'm being shut out It doesn't matter It doesn't matter It doesn't matter It doesn't matter It doesn't matter It doesn't matter it doesn't matter it doesn't doesn't matter shouldn't matter matter matter It wouldn't matter if I were sane But I can take it I won't let myself cry for him again He doesn't matter that much matter He's just a boy boy matter I'm fine I'm going to be fine I am. Won't wallow in pain pain happiness I can be happy without him If I wanted to believe it I could Calm |
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| JustOnMonday | you rattle my chains and then pull away. I am waiting for your final blow. | 040804 |