our_little_secret
sab
lily_bland
promises
me
but
i
know
she
is
all
talk
she
comes
through
with
nothing
ephermal
promises
nothing_dreams
i
know
you
i
know
your
nothing_dreams
nothing
comes
of
your
dreams
and
it
makes
me
want
to
stop
yeah
,
well
,
anyway
[
and
to
someone
else
my
words
are
other_peoples_words
.
to
other
people
i
am
someone_else
]
041224
...
blown cherry
he
gets
so
horny
he
seems
almost
to
be
drunk
with
it
.
And
I
think
that
it's
then
that
he
is
more
attractive
to
me
than
he
has
ever
been
.
041225
...
lou_la_belle
tee
hee
hee
isnt
this
fun
duplicity
complexity
running
round
and
round
dont
look
down
you
just
might
fall
tumble
stumble
trip
secrets
out
041226
...
emo_torment
Our
secret
Pandora's
box
,
secret
no
longer
than
a
quarter
hour
,
everything's
different
you
know
,
because
of
our
little
secret
.
But
I
can't
tell
you
that
.
Because
you
like
it
so
much
Of
course
I
do
But
I
can't
tell
you
that
OUR
LITTLE
SECRET
is
killing
me
inside
and
...
is
no
longer
secret
.
what
do
we
do
?
what
do
I
do
?
050315
...
delial
in
the
words
of
neutral_milk_hotel
"
soft
and
sweet
let
me
hold
it
close
and
keep
it
here
with
me
"
&
though
i
may
not
understand
it
god
i
can't
help
but
be
overcome_with_joy
because
of
you
...
this
is
something
special
that
no
one
else
even
comes
close
to
touching
.
050315
...
indiefuck
all
of
our
little
secrets
.
050404
...
blown cherry
fuck
.
why
did
I
write
this
.
Look
at
the
fuckin
date
.
Fuckin
fuck
fuck
fuck
.
Why
couldn't
future
-me
have
gotten
her
arse
here
earlier
to
give
her
warning
to
past
-me
a
bit
sooner
?
eh
?
Hang
on
,
maybe
Softly_Spoken
actually
IS
future
me
!
Now
that
would
be
Cool
!
050405