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once_upon_a_time_i_cared_what_other_people_thought
p2 *sigh* 021016
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somebody iwonderwhatitfeelslikenottocare.
nowiknow.
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fuck you. also, iwonderwhatitfeelsliketonotcare 021016
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Dafremen Well thank goodness THATS over with. Best thing I ever did was give that up for Lent. 021104
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gay gizmo I hate myself for caring. But my superficiality is deep. Not with other people and my friends, and people I know are good and wholesome. But with myself. I'm anal about my appearance, and I dont even look good. For instance, I have these boots that i like, but the shoe laces are kinda long. And its a sin for me to be seen in these boots with the laces hanging out. If they are, and I'm outin public, I will become embarassed and HAVE to tuck them in. And thats just the tip of the iceberg. I'm dumb. How can I get over this? 021104
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Freak but that was then, and this is now. 021105
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Rhin shut_the_fuck_up 021105