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in_dier_need_of_cuddling
hsg sad, a bit. 081227
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Soma I curl up, hugging a pillow. It's not you, but it will have to do. I close my eyes and remember your face. I remember those words. How could I forget? I so desperately wish you were here. I wish my mother was awake to just hug me. I miss being held.

But this house is silent as a tomb, and I have only memories to cling to.
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Ouroboros hugs!!!!! 081228
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In_Bloom Yes, especially in brrrrrrr weather 081228
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hsg my pillow had a talk with me... apparently we're better off just as friends.

i've never felt so rejected from a pillow.
081230
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In_Bloom My pillow doesn't speak
My pillow laughs at me- but only when I look away
If I turn my head real quick, my pillow goes silent
And if I try to drink to make myself sleepy?
Oh
Oh then, my pillow begins to talk cruelties
My pillow will whisper my name in voices not allowed
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