self_handicapping
jane
"
i
won't
lie
.
i
wrote
this
poem
right
now
.
i
won't
give
you
the
one
i
wrote
for
v
-day
because
with
this
one
,
if
you
don't
like
it
i
have
an
excuse
.
ah
self
-handicapping.
i'll
miss
you
."
030920
...
stork daddy
help
030921
...
no reason
hm
.
wow
.
030925
...
mn
stifles
creativity
040310
...
jane
(
when
i
wear
a
hooter's
shirt
)
050223
...
unhinged
and
i'll
run
away
the_power_of_insignificance
is
that
you
won't
miss
me
and
i'll
drown
in
my
hole
in
the
ground
maybe
i
shouldn't
have
told
you
only
to
regret
that
i
did
and
when
i
choke
on
my
words
i'd
hoped
they
would
have
come
out
better
i'll
run
away
so
you
don't
have
to
be
reminded
that
after
all
this
time
and
silence
and
actions
undone
that
i
could
have
been
your
doormat
'cept
she
got
to
me
first
i
barely
remember
the
way
i
was
before
her
050223
...
the chief of the multicolored monky clan
every
type
of
handicapping
is
self
handicapping(excluding
physical
.
I
hate
people
who
say
that
other
people
have
hadicapped
them
in
some
way
.
You
can
only
be
handicapped
if
you
let
them
.
Like
that
quote
,"
They
can
only
make
you
feel
inferior
if
you
let
them
."
I
handicap
myself
all
the
time
.
I'm
kinda
afriad
of
trying
stuff
because
if
i
was
to
actually
try
hard
at
something
and
I
was
bad
at
it
i
would
like
kill
myself
.
I
can't
stand
not
being
able
to
do
something
.
051003
...
(_)
begging
?
051004
...
jane
i
got
my
left
foot
caught
under
my
right
leg
.
i'm
a
goddamn
genius
.
071120
...
unhinged
the_power_of_insignificance
090405
...
unhinged
the_power_of_insignifiance
once
again
,
your
poor
spelling
trips
me
up
090406
