momentum_is_frightening
stork daddy
when
you
accidentally brush
the
blinds
pullstring
and
it
swings
on
its
own
for
what
seems
too
long
,
it
is
frightening
.
the
longer
it
separates
itself
from
your
initial
causing
motion
,
the
more
impersonal
,
the
more
menacing
it
becomes
.
i
don't
like
to
see
things
moving
unless
i
am
still
moving
them
.
there
it
is
,
moving
without
me
.
it
does
not
continue
to
ask
my
permission
,
once
it
has
taken
my
push
.
041206
...
birdmad
unable
to
cancel
it
before
i
go
over
the
side
of
the
cliff
(
same
as
it
ever
was
,
same
as
it
ever
was
)
041206
...
mourninglight
the
bundles
of
dead
flowers
hanging
from
various
points
on
my
ceilings..twirl
in
air
currents
..and
heat
currents
from
candles
..
and
some
days
its
enough
to
terrify
me
.
041206
...
monee
have
you
ever
felt
the
world
slow
down
on
the
playground
in
elementary
school
in
grade
three
i
tried
explaining
to
everybody
about
falling_in_slow_motion
i
tried
explaining
it
to
the
school
nurse
lady
i
used
to
run
around
a
lot
and
fall
sometimes
and
i
started
noticing
when
i'd
fall
everything
would
slow
down
around
me
like
i
could
stop
and
look
around
while
i
was
falling
i
hated
the
feeling
of
the
gravelly
ground
scratching
my
skin
so
everything
slowing
down
was
good
because
it
lessened
the
shock
of
impact
041208
...
monee
other
times
,
everything
has
sped
up
041208
...
unhinged
throw
a
few
substances
in
there
and
there
you
have
it
instant
cheating
041208
...
grendel
but
it
is
also
exhilarating
080310
...
sameolme
the
bowl
wobbles
on
forever
.
080310
