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THIS WAS A WORLD
A blue world
Calm darkness that once surrounded me
The letters flowed through my mind
And they formed thoughts
Coherent sentances
THIS IS WHERE I CAME TO ESCAPE IT ALL
I didn't want to remember the war
I didn't want to remember he died
I didn't want to remember this world
I just wanted to run
To hide
In something where I could become lost for hours
Somewhere I could go
When I needed to erase the pain
THIS IS WHERE I CAME TO FORGET
But how can I?
When you are screaming these words at me
WAR and BUSH and DEATH
the incoherent ramblings
as if muttered by an inane old man
That slowly expand in my mind
And throb with every heartbeat
DON'T MAKE ME REMEMBER
I'm trying so hard to heal the wounds
But when the stitches are torn back out
I just can't heal right
So please stop throwing the world back at me
Because I'm trying to hide
Deep in the blue pages of time
I'M TRYING TO LET IT GO
PLEASE LET ME FORGET....
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