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just_when_you_thought
kss it was going to be okay.
somebody comes along to tell you
what a terrible job you're doing.
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xdonutx and then somebody else comes along and tell you what a wonderful job you're doing 030113
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xle it was going to be okay
you get shut down
but you should have expected it
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rowdy roddy you knew all the answers...i change the questions 030113
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daxle that you were never going to give up
and things had permanently changed inside of you




.....you were right
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Carcharodon Carcharias it was safe to go back in the water... 030114
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jen that everything is going to be ok...something terrible always happens 030114
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rowdy roddy piper you knew all the answers, i changed the questions. 040224
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nonlucid I was maybe okay with you, I see your name said by a random stranger of someone else and shudder with all the pent-up emotion, rushing waters summoned by a syllable, silence the shouting and tuck it back, and it's alright again

Until I see your face, and then I have to smile and think you're okay with me and get used to the fact that you're a real person, not a construct of my imagination and I cannot understand you or wrap my mind around the idea of you because people aren't meant to be understood but I have to hold it in and after a while I can take it and it's alright

And then you smile at me... and damn, I'm lost
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