blather
involuntary_ascetism
birdmad the open doors close
just before i can step through

the water evaporates as i raise the cup to drink

just a blank hallucination in a forest of illusions
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thieums I used to be an involuntary ascet. Now that I have a girlfriend, I find myself in the position of being an involuntary ordinary person... I wonder what I'll become next... 070415
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rubydee always catches me off_guard
this time of year

each peach
pear
plum
i spy tom_thumb

forgetting_to_eat?

starvation before the harvest
sacrifice of the self
for the good_of_the_whole
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rubydee voluntary_ascetism
veritable tintinnabulation spring_cohorts
arise splendidly clad
feasting
the_buds_of_may swell
differentiation of crickets
peepers blur croak plop
earth stretches
abhorred by beauty
slumber stoned
subdued
resting yet restless
sapless wain distracted
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