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I will not give you this
you always think you want to know never even considered keeping the lid shut never even crossed your mind to allow yourself to not know
that you might be better off
you're just stacking knowledge upon knowledge upon knowledge upon knowledge it's not wisdom it's not growth you are not netting anything you're giving yourself words, giving yourself ideas and problems and confining within your little tools like science and laws and time and all this bullshit you create for the sake of the illusion that there is any order to any of this and that you might have some control over it
you sand castle you empire of nothing you empty bed
I won't give it to you
I wanted to make a friend and see if I couldn't fall in love and your dumb ass was just so eager to fall in love immediately, drowning in all your expectations and pre conceived notions and bullshit, you couldn't even see me you just saw the difference between how I was and how you wanted me to be
and then after the fact, after you said enough is enough and we can no longer touch, then you want to be my friend
what I'll never tell you is what I've told you before, you just didn't want to hear it and you don't want to hear it now
the only question I can ever hear you ask is "why can't I get what I want"
and the truth is that in 6 years of silence, I've just simply treated you the way that I treat everyone else
I'm not punishing you and I don't hate you
you're just not the exception anymore
and you still think something is wrong, still think I'm holding it against you just because I'm not filling the role in your life that you want me to fill
I wish nothing for you but prosperity and harmony and peace from within
and you'll never ever know
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The_Abyss
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it isnt anymore the thought you had in your mind that let you down. you let yourself down, and continue to do so.
so vent. but don't blame me for your own misconceptions.
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xadle
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There's plenty of other people in the world I could get it from, and probably with more ease, but I still want it from you.
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