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who knows or cares damnit i wish ur words were true & u lived next door 040307
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ethereal i wish someone had written me a letter.

funny i actually thought that they had.
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thunderinthedistance to write to ethereal..would be to offer the very soul to be scrutinized. words that reach you are taken beyond their original weak meanings and they become something greater, something more farreaching than anything they could have been on their own. something real
music
your words, my words, all transform in the journey between souls and travel as music, as something finally worthwhile. as life.


how does one speak to you without leaving themselves bare to your eyes. eyes that hold the answers to so many questions, even the questions she has yet to hear, or ask herself. eyes that have lived long..but not long at all.

is she real
is she as she is here, as she is in life.
I could never really tell her how much I love her..for fear of being shown for who I really am. and she would see. she has seen..even now. as she reads.

I will crawl back to my dark hiding place..running from her light..
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ethereal If I were a light, I would shed my fruthest reaching beams upon you. In hopes that even a little love would wash upon your face and flood your soul with music.

Music if life.

My life is music. My life is love. My love is for everyone. All that might walk away more knowledgeable, more seeing, more knowing. It is you for whom I love. I give you my music.

I give you my life.
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megan makes me giggle like a school girl, if i touched you with my words
who are you?
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pete i wrote a letter to megan once, twice, perhaps three times. they were sent across the country by canada post, and well recieved. those letters to megan 040308