blather
head_swirls
u24 so much floating around up there recently. not even going to enumerate. this is not a todo_list.

on paper everything is great. I've made it, I've done it. That big thing we poured a year of effort into, it's done, we made it happen.

but now it's not elation, it's a flat and nasty comedown.

I have so many demons licking their lips at this new vulnerability
241224