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anne-girl ambition?
get a job
learn to speak
like myself
find meaning in one thing
learn compassion
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m repair my report card
invite people to my birthday party
go swimming but not in a pool
get to know tom
read a murakami novel
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oren Make a new friend.
Rekindle an old friendship.
Change someones life for the better.
Get one of_my songs professionally produced.
Lose ten pounds.
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u24 m: if you want randomness with postmodern philosophy, read "hard boiled wonderland and the end of the world", if you want more easily understandable plot but still retaining murakami's exquisite style, read "the wind up bird chronicle". Both are the most highly rated adult fiction books I would ever recommend.


my list
1)give up smoking, but still smoke every now and then
2)take some more brilliant photos and put them online/sell them
3)start and finish a new major web project, like project2501, nodeworld, etc (if enough people vote on next_blather_colour, you will see it happen)
4)save and invest more money in bonds/ISAs
5)become more focused on the future.

sorry, anne-girl, but I'm not confining myself to 5. however, the following are incidental things that simply will happen, not things that have a significant potential of not happening, unlike the above. Without further ado then:

things that will undoubtedly happen in the next year:

6)get a new computer (see my_computers)
7)go camping for month in greece
8.a)read another murakami novel (note to futureme: I haven't read norweigan_wood yet)
8.b)read another murakami novel after that..
9)read more scifi
10)send myself another (few?) futureme message(s?)
11)pirate several GB of DVDs (for personal use only.. but they'll be rented DVDs)
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anne-girl hey, that was a year ago

i did 1 thing, and half of two things
er... go me?
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anne-girl heh, u24... i listed six anyway, so i tecnically broke my own rule :)

-- found some ambition
-- sort of found a job, three times
-- sort of improved my speaking coherently skills
i think the fifth may have been bullshit
and the sixth is something I've yet to do well


new goals for the next year:
1. find a job
2. have a blast at university
3. know everything about math that I can be reasonably (and maybe unreasonably too) expected to know
4. make some new friends, preferably accidentally (accidental friends are the best)
5. get to know some seriously smart math people

w00t @ university!
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oren I_like your theory about accidental friends! 060506
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Ouroboros 1 orgasm by the hand/etc of someone else
2 be in india/on the way to india
3 practice yoga weekly
4 read at least one book by a dead russian author
5 loved deeply
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Ouroboros 1 not yet maybe someday
2 not india but thailand
3 sunsalutations almost daily
4 crime and punishment
5 loving Senior Chistoso even when it is terrifying
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karyn 1. Graduate, for the 3rd time.
2. Have a real attempt at loving james
3. Realizing that my romantic fallacy can't be applied to real life
4. Get my brown belt
5. Write another award-winning essay or story
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unhinged do a dathun
go back to europe
go to japan
go eat at my brother's restaurant
survive the summer without an asthma attack
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unhinged (the first three definitely aren't happening

the other two
i hold out hope)
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