tell_me_this_day_is_over
camille
sheesh
...
come
home
after
work
put
the
sheets
over
my
head
and
start
at
2
:30
am
.
tomorrow
yipppppeeeeeeeee
i
wanna
go
out
to
lunch
i
wanna
just
bask
in
the
sun
i
just
wanna
breath
again
...
041015
...
love & hate
and
that
i
never
have
to
live
another
one
like
it
again
,
that
it
will
all
become
a
memory
which
i
can
never
recall
.
041016
...
unhinged
boredom
or
drugs
normalcy
or
insanity
alone
or
loneliness
masturbation
or
making
out
in
public
clean
white
skin
or
new
red
scars
and
i've
been
making
all
the
bad
choices
again
because
they
make
life
sadistically
interesting
;
because
i
don't
have
enough
faith
or
belief
or
love
in
myself
to
do
the
right
thing
.
hey
,
i'm
bored
.
i'll
go
smoke
a
bowl
and
get
on
some
almost
random
dude
at
a
music
house
party
.
and
they
all
stared
with
their
mouths
agape
.
stirring
up
shit
as
we
call
it
,
is
only
to
distract
our
attention
from
the
things
in
ourself
that
we
don't
want
to
deal
with
it
.
but
it
is
a
fun
distraction
. mired
in
desparation,
but
fun
nonetheless
.
041016
...
nighean_siofra
everything
went
so
wrong
i
just
want
it
to
end
tommorow
i'll
try
again
041016
