blather
no_more_music
no reason off to a running start can't face anything real
therefore immersing myself

in the sounds
the melodies
the ideas
the words
the creations

of OTHERS. always of others.

diving into other peoples' worlds while simultaneously being able to keep my feet on the ground.

well
i've had enough.

i want so much to be able to dive into my OWN world, without sinking to the bottom.
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