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will you?
what fucking poetry or should i say "drivel"
have you ever fucking even thought of...
you don't have anything profound to say...
people hastily pass you by
you keep thinking
that maybe one day
they will not pass
but you are a fucking idiot
aren't you
your self contained
little self centred
mind
you are such a mindless being
you mean to stab
at everyone
but yourself
so just fucking quit it already
blow your goddamm brains out
snuff it
hang on the end of a rope
drown at the end of a tether.
quit being a fucking coward
and just quit it
you know how much pain
with each passing day
you cause to all those
that will leave
you
so just fucking leave already
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(Dorothy Parker)
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Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp;
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.
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oh what a load
i wasted with razors
slicing
all my heartbeats
in too
i don't think
i will ever leave
you
or my friends
or
you or my friends.
listen carefully love
on your bed
i sat
and salted my wounds
at the edge of
your bed
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quit caring that others care that they can't care.
I did- I won't even allow them on the ever-meaningless friend list. If i ever ax you I'm only sparing you and i some meaningless virtual negativity.
I kind of have loads of time to be all kinds of friendly. But people who can't be bothered shouldn't be.... This is not caused by me, only reaction to me, which is there's. They are welcome to it and why oh why do i have to care that they can't be bothered? Not gonna kill myself oh ridiculous one. Sorry.
I used to be super disappointed at my sheer lack of friends. Now it's like duh i'm behind on so many things that caring about that has very little benefits. It's not my business if others don't have it in them to be friends. On the other hand I totally jump for joy if even one person who doesn't do automatic following back decides that they might openly be out in the open. Totally changes my whole life and is meaningful. New friends are the best, and damned if i know why they are hard to come by, except for the fact that i haven't found the courage to walk into any bars on my own. One wingperson that's all! I guess I ask too much... and then again I fear asking too much, too.
Problems are obstacles which are problems. I mean it absolutely, Still, might as well live. Some days people have it in them to be interested, relatively speaking.
An Internet Solilloquy on Disinterest, Dislike, & Hate.
Still, seemingly, Why is it such a tragedy, mr. Man?
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oh my loves are now standing
watch me in the moonlight
with my hands stretching out from my arms
chest bare
naked
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Death of a Rose
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be here
with
me
not liking
or licking
all the tears
of poets
that sat
against a tree
wondering
oh fuck it
yes i am worth something to everyone
i would like to touch her lip
curled
eyes
.
i carry
all the white
smoke
.
just know
i have
lied
when i
said i wanted to leave you all.
here is my hand
my only love.
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