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the_zen
the awful truth Dm
Well when I saw you
Am
On the first day
C
You looking beautiful
G
In that hallway.

And as I went
about my life
There you were in my mind,
I slept with you every night.

And I said one of these days
You know I loved to say
I knew I’d never sleep again
Until I had you my way

You in my arms,
you in my bed,
I got your eyes
inside of my head

And you’re scratching my back
You’re screaming my name
you say, I love you dear,
I say, I know that we are the same.

Every wish that
you’ve ever had
You know you can
accomplish any goal you set

And the night time, don’t regret
It’s not a time for shame
Just look up at the stars and
You hear your lips speaking my
Name.

Well I'll call you Arienette
I think I made you up inside my head
Well I told myself I’d see you when I was dead
You and I and all the souls
We’d fuck in heaven instead.

I remember
one evening
I was yours
and you belonged to me
You held me hand and you let me kiss you
Doont think you know just how much I’d miss you

You left my life you hoped that silver bird to spain
You seen a lot of boys but you can’t forget my name
I know I knew you before I knew you
I think I knew you before I met you
And now I got you
well I’m getting used to you.
I wanna do with you every thing that lovers do.

Well when you’re on me
We’re moving slowly
Your moth is open
You’re looking holy
I think that God and Jesus too
Reside in my cock
And your warm hole too
Cause when I love you
Well I get nervous
I’m feeling shaky
Like do I deserve this?

Well this is enlightenment.
This is the Truth that exists
This is all I need
I’ll never forget this
Well this is salvation
This is creation
This is reflection
On my devotion


well this is the Zen here
this is the I Ching
Well i talk too much dear but
let me say one thing

Well you are the end-all
You are the be-all
You are the swing set
Well you are the see saw
Well you are the dog walk
In the autumn
You are the leaves on the trees and the snow when It’s falling.

Well you are the only
Thing that’s on my mind
It’s over three years now and I’m missing thoughts of all kinds

But I am surviving
I think I am coping
Honeslty hoping
To never think again

And only remember
Well what you taste like
And what you feel like
And what you smell like
And what you look like
And what you sound like
Well there’s no tomorrow.
I just want this night.

I want to continue
And I want to climax
And I want you to kiss me
I want you to relax
I want you to need me
Well I need you to love me
Cause if you don’t dear well then I’ll be so lonely

Well you know I need you
Well you know I want you
Well I think I love you
And I’m not afraid to say
Well I want you right now
And I want you later
Well I say I love you.
So what do you say dear?

You wanna go deeper?
We can go higher
We don’t have to stop now dear until
We expire
I don’t want to stop no
I don’t want to slow down
You are the IT for me
I need you around.
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the awful truth But if this is too much
If I am frightening you well that’s ok dear
I’ll wait.
It’s what I’m used to.
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