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'ello_oldephebe
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endless desire
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hi
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well, here we are oE. The Psychic Donkey has some proclomations for you.
(i'll back away in a slightly sardonic manner, staring you straight in the eyes)
hehehe....hiccup....
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oldephebe
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hey endless!
doar - heh heh..
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fluffy grey kitten
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mrrrow!
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oldephebe
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fluffy grey kitten is back! coool.
hey - you! (once again i must ponder if the exclamation point is a little much. I want it to connote a wry kind of fondness..not sure if it comes off sounding like some grouchy septuagenarian clad in his tattered checkered robe and raggedy slippers shaking his fist at the kids who just hurled some rocks at his window) hmm..how about this: 'sup my grizzle flazizle catizzle?..hmm how about this
hey fluffy grey cat
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endless desire
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how_are_you?
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oldephebe
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ah kinda betwixt and between an intermediate emotional state..a malaise of the surly sky blahs..it's raining on the east coast.. but within the contours of my life i'd say nothings there that should'nt be there. Sorry i'm such an uninspired conversationalist today..i have been reading some of your blathes from time to time..and i always smile when i hear your distinctive poetic voice..your honesty..i hope your heart is not quite as heavy today..:-)
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Just a messenger
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OE, WE MUST INFORM YOU OF THE IMMINENT DISSAPPEARANCE OF HIS MOST HOLY ASS.
Services will be held at Johnson and Johnson Mortuary on 24th of February, 2004; 1:00pm. All are welcome as long as they bring cucumber sized carrots as offerings.
Snacks of hay and newly shorn barley will be served following the service.
You must be 18 or older to participate.
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pd
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hello. today promises to be a horrible one, and i have woken up with the resolve to just keep going...its so lonesome in here.
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oldephebe
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it's hard for me to see you w/o that hallow adorning your spirit..your essential and precious nature pd is untouched by your present circumstances..for me the essential thing is letting go of all expectations..sweeps all the clutter..bequeaths a kind of clarity..ambrosia breaths that's what you are pd..hope you feel better..hope you encounter w/in or w/out that soul salve..the past few days i've allowed my emotions and others actions to usurp..to violently usurp the relative calmness in my spirit..i had to back up off of it..i realize there are somethings circumstantially that are NOT going to change in the near future..despite my vituperations, or acts of love..whatever..there are some poeple..some events that seem immune to our best efforts..or exacerbations..so i built my ship on those troubled waters..keep my soul, my mind safe..keep it fed and nourished on the bare neccessities...
hope you feel something soon besides the blue pd :)
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it occurred to me the other night, just before i fell asleep and after i held back a few tears- i can't cope. i just can't do it any more. and the best part is, noone knows and noone cares. singular crucibles are the BESTEST fun. whee!
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so maybe..it would be okay to let the tears come...
i thought what you wrote about prayer..it was enlightening..to say the least...
you are the ultimate authority for yourself..so ..anyway..why do we always say feel better? maybe you have a right to your pain..why do we cringe and flinch at anothers' discomfort..? your my jigar so..if your in pain..it sucks but..since i can't suffer silently along with you..i'll be waiting for you on the other side..no timeless wisdom here..just a heart that cares...
later pd...
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uhg! god that was maudlin..gallons of glucose glutting my brain..still though..
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see pipedream
thank you, all the same, maudlin or not. it never ceases to amaze me, the way the only solace i find in my life is through the written word.
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