life_is_cruel
blue star
I
was
gonna
go
out
and
get
high
tonight
.
And
then
I
fell
asleep
.
And
nobody
woke
me
up
.
And
now
it's
too
late
for
my
mom
to
let
me
out
of
the
house
.
Fuck
.
020420
...
poetic_onslaught
blue
star
,
im
assuming
your
a
female
.
i
remember
back
when
i
used
call
a
taxi
to
take
me
to
a
girls
house
.
she
was
rich
she
payed
for
it
...lol.
if
your
getting
high
and
you
wont
go
out
unless
you
mom
lets
you
then
you
must
b
a
rookie.
just
go
.
your
mom
will
have
to
deal
with
it
when
whe
realizes
that
she
cant
control
you
.
she
will
threaten
you
with
boot
camp
but
i
guarantee
you
that
she
wont
send
you
.
even
if
she
tries
she
more
than
likely
wont
b
able
too
.
do
what
you
wanna
and
tell
her
the
truth
and
u
will
mold
her
in
to
what
you
want
her
to
be
.
although
this
might
a
disadvantage
in
the
future
.
it
was
for
me
...but
i
dont
know
how
you
and
your
family
is
.
it
was
bad
for
me
because
i
needed
guidance
but
after
doing
what
i
wanted
the
guidance
was
no
longer
offered
to
me
.
sorry
if
you
didnt
understand
this
....im
drunk
.
020420
...
silentbob
megan
,
you
shouldnt
get
high
. gettin
high
is
bad
.
i
love
you
020420
...
god
i
was
14
when
i
decided
to
sneak
out
late
for
the
first
time
.
i
got
caught
.
from
then
on
i
quit
sneaking.
020420
...
opp
can
you
really
be
cruel
to
be
kind
?
right
now
i'm
finding
out
if
it's
worth
it
.
dislike
me
enough
to
maintain
a
comfortable
distance
.
but
like
me
enough
to
remain
satisfied
.
020421
...
blue star
My
mom
is
a
German
Catholic
. '
nuf
said
.
020422
...
blue star
but
thank
you
bobby
.
it's
nice
to
know
that
there's
some
one
out
there
who
cares
.
god
,
can
I
have
wild
meaningless
sex
with
you
?
020422
...
daxle
bobby
...
all
the
meat
you
eat
(mc donalds
rat
burger
anyone
?)
is
a
million
times
worse
for
you
than
getting
high
and
life
isn't
cruel
,
it's
just
arbitrary
(
a
long
enough
time
period
evens
it
all
out
)
020422
...
once again
life
,
like
death
,
isn't
cruel
... merely
terribly
good
at
its
job
.
040622
...
Sisters of Mercy
life
is
short
and
love
is
always
over
in
a
moment
(temple_of_love)
040622
...
lacunas coil
its
creulity
is
its
beauty
my
friends
.
040622
...
spiffy
life
is
cruel
.
it
hates
me
.
it
has
ever
since
the
beginning
.
040622
...
god
i
guess
i'm
too
late
,
but
i'd
like
to
get
to
know
you
first
.
041003
