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I went for a CT scan today. I didn't know the exact date of my last period so they told me I had to go get a pregnancy test from walgreen, pee on it, and come back if it was negative. So I did. I bought it, the lady at the store seemed surprised that I didn't want a bag. I just carried the box in my hand straight to the bathroom. I was pretty certain already that I was not pregnant, but I felt kind of nervous and excited to see what the pee stick would say. it was negative. I am glad that they are that concerned about it, regardless of their reasons. I would fell horrible if I found out after that I had microwaved my baby inside of me. I've had two abortions with a previous partner. I decided after that I would not have sex with anyone I wouldn't like to reproduce with because two times is more than enough in this lifetime and body.so if I becom pregnant, I want to take excellent care of myself and the life form inside. I'm not trying to conceive here, but I am open to the possibility and it feels good not to be afraid of it this time.
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