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karl the weed
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come_back
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031231
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wild irish rose
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reminds me of titanic, "come back, come back"
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040101
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nomatter
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"why the hell are you always so depressed?"
I have never thought of myself as depressed, just miserably sad.
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unhinged
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knowing that none of it mattered as much as i wanted it to now that i'm gone.
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brain stew
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and miserable, and wretched and desperately hating myself for caring so much and hoping like some idealist dumb shit when its futile and just loving you because i don't know what else to do with myself
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Moses
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he will never get to it. Why don't you just spell it out real clear so there can be no mistakes about the fact of the matter?
You should do that.
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nomatter
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still
miserably not depressed
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Syrope
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which is worse? i seriously don't know why i think i have ANYTHING to be sad about. i think i'm used to changes making me sad. when i think about each new thing in my life, with my apt, my classes, my jobs, my relationships, my friends, my parents, my body...i'm really quite ecstatic. but overall it just overwhelms me. i need to cry and wrestle and get itchy from laying in the grass. i need to stop thinking about death. i need to stop thinking about running away. i don't know if you'd think my eyes were as pretty if they weren't so full of questions.
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The Blackest of The Black Sheep
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It's not easy being happy when you find your mom dead in your basement from a stroke one day, and your dad turns into some kind of psycho Jehovah's witness and tries to beat the fuck out of you when you try get your posessions and move out. Try living in a house without Christmas after having celebrating it for 20 years. Nothing like waking up on December 25th alone and deserted. If something like that doesn't kill all of ones optimism, I don't know what would.
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aM i DiStUrBeD?
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How can anyone follow that with their problems of life? Somehow now mine seem so much unsignificant now.
But hey, they r my problems, they may seem like the end of the world.
And after all i am only human...
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The Blackest of The Black Sheep
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It's never the end, unless you do youself in. The trick is finding a way to distract your problems from taking over you life.....like drugs for instance. I come home from a rotten day at work, I fire up a joint, and an hour later, I don't even care about what I was pissed about. I guess it's not the greatest choice I could make, but given the fact I could really care less what anyone thinks about it, I'll continue my easy escape.
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