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megan
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i really just want you to need me like i need you
i want you to know how much it hurts
when i try my hardest to make you feel loved and take so much time just to tell you that and try to show you that
how much it hurts when you don't want me there with your friends
when i feel i sometimes have to beg you to see me when i come home
i understand you want to see them. i know how that feels. and i'm sorry i'm not very understanding normally. but i just feel like i take all the time in the world for you and sometimes you just don't have time to give me. it just makes me feel like i'm second rate, like i'm what you have to do if none of them are home. and even if that's not how it is, it's how it feels. is it so terrible to want to be needed? to be important to someone who's so important to you?
i want you to understand how much you mean to me
i just wish i could tell you how much words of affirmation of my importance to you would mean to me without you misunderstanding and thinking that i'm just being moody or i'm just whining
tell me!
tell me you couldn't live without me! tell me that i'm the one you're always thinking of and that you'll love me no matter what
i love hearing that
it's how i feel loved
god i miss you
and i love you
and i just wish i could hold you right now
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