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ever dumbening try again. despite its own piles of turdery, 15 was better than 14 (though, again, 14 would've been hard to beat on the shit-scale-o-meter). still, i'm not sure why i keep showing up. truth and clarity slip further away. reality and illusion took a ride together in the blender. pursuit of beauty, i guess. 160101
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unhinged certain aspects of my life i just gave up on in 2015.


but i rediscovered the chamber music of shostakovich and cowrote some new blues songs. beauty is about all i have left


heres to staying in the right direction
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f yes but i'm Leonardo DiCaprio 160102