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Mahayana ::desires 2 connect a souls dot-2-dot nights away with you:: [[this night]] [yet i can not stop shaking]
[shhhhh silence the movements within enough in order 2 be able 2 be able 2 be able]shoulders...hands...arms...back [small and upper]collar bone...leggs all in tripplets are twitching spools of nerves

[and all i really want 2 do]
[is 2 find a way 2 be with you]

[two willows shaking in a nights wind]
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damaged i want to die and blame you for it 020301
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yummyC ah I remember this.
4 am.
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little idiot finally having the courage to clip in and ride that ridiculously narrow wooden bridge.. making it to the other side successfully, collapsing in the dirt, and shaking all over. 021112
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megan whoa
if i'm talking to someone and i am speaking the basolute truth that even scares, and if i'm telling this person things that i won't even tell myself, i shake really bad. it's almost convulsions, i look like i'm either really cold or having a sort of seizure.
you'll know when i'm being brutally honest with you, by the way it's shaking me.
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