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u24 I see all these new folks starting out in dev jobs and, like, actually enjoying themselves and learning the right way to do everything and getting support from the community and I'm like... I'm glad you get to enjoy all this, but it's built on the broken spirits of a million devs... like me. And I can't help but feel resentful and sad about that. 200219
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unhinged yesterday was my last shift at the retail job im getting laid off from. in the 'gig economy' im afraid im too old to find a new job easily. should i just finally become my own boss? i can hear the anxiety in my breath. my heart is screaming from the ending of something i spent almost a decade doing...


could i just lay down and sleep? indefinitely?
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