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feeling_human
otterpup when i can reach out to you and feel you move beneath my hand
when i know that familiarity is allowed and i can feel the join of your arm
that's when i feel most human
least alien
when i understand that the things i feel can be felt around me by people like me
then i feel alive too
if i can place my body on yours and know that they are the same
if i'm allowed to be near enough
i am reassured

i'm alive
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unhinged samsara


things bubble up
and i try not to hold on to them anymore
tears
smiles


i let them out when they feel the need to escape
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o n m "i can't not cry all the time,
sometimes you just have to"
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suppose suppose suppose something I haven't known for a time. 100620