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eatingstars when he looked at my face i couldn't help but cry the tears hot rolling down i don't know what's gotten into me i can't feel i can't think everything is fading a day goes by a year and i don't know what's wrong i still hate everything feels wrong someone is stealing my life i don't know why i dont know why the tears are so hot roling down my face where were you when i needed you still wondering why you wanted to be my friend it becomes less personal and more obligational and i can't wait till you burn in the fire you could have just let me go what was the point the beat of the music pounded into my brain into my soul i feel my heart beating i can't stop listening or i might die the pain eating me alive like a ravenous tiger i sprint away the thought the danger the thought of life fuck i don't want to die i do i cna't make up my mind the tiger biting my hand my arm im disappearing slowly leaving this world of wonder i i i don't know who i am who you are i don't know what i need to stay alive im drowning in my own tears burning in the fire no one is here to save me thats how it works 060529