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you_are_addictive
icy and as much as i want to, i can't stay away. 050824
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icy but as addictive as you may be, inevitably the crash comes... but help me stay awake just tonight, when i can't go to sleep for fear that i won't wake up... 050831
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chuckles and maybe you'll stay awake whatever happens. but those nights are the worst 050831
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pete perhaps its just the crash that is addictive... 050831
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chuckles the crash or the crush. feeling like that is better than feeling like nothing. but i always tell myself that - until it happens 050831
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icy and when the crash comes, and i think of nowhere_left_to_fall, and the finality of it all, i wonder how i could ever be so naive.
but then i go and do it all over again.
050831
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misstree even when you drown me
i'm still thirsty

i love and hate
losing control of the hunt.
050907