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sad_eyes filled with painkillers alcohol pain pupils dilated beyond the point of tears the next day he swallowed enough xanax to sleep forever but the phone rang just in time it had been so long since i lived with it seen it that kind of pain i was too drunk to recognize it for what it was and i have a little nagging guilt for being too caught up in my own bullshit to pull him out of the hole i saw in his eyes the kind of hole i lived in everyday there swallowing, smoking anything to distance myself from the reality of the pain we all carried around plain in our eyes living_in_a_karmic_hell that is the industrial_abandonment of all hope |
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cry_eyes dirty_mirrors heroin_doll last_night for the first time i thought of the night i watched sam come into the bar in austintown in his uniform and didn't give two shits what the rest of the world thought as i ran towards him; my last night in youngstown before i moved to milwaukee |
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